My favourite DJ, (Bunny) had a Speakeasy and there's NO WAY I can describe how much fun I had.
It was the first time Marcus and I had gone out as friends, in a setting we have been known as a couple for the past 10 years. We still danced together a little but yeah as friends, it was nice. Yassin and Jazmin came too, even though it was invite only and only Marcus and I were invited. I got Bunny's permission for the others. Actually we are not just friends, we are family. Yassin and Jazmin too. He moved in last February and since then, she is here more often than not.
Soooo many good DJs, it was fab. I LOVE the house music scene, so fucking good. Saw some old friends, and some not so old - people I met (even had sex with!) at Amanda's last December. I made new friends too. One was a friend's ex bf of 6 years. (A, she moved away). If I met him before, it was only to be introduced and then forgotten. But he is well known in that crowd, very. I think he has like Big Dom Energy and my interest is piqued. He's probably like ten years older than me. He lives in my city and I can tell he likes me. He invited me over this week. So according to our house rules I should get permission to go out again because I went out yesterday (more on that in a minute). I told him this, but also that I didn't feel like asking permission rn, and I could get the day off Friday and go there instead without asking because that's not taking extra time away from my family, I would have been at work anyway. He told me to just ask because Marcus and Jazmin were there themselves the other day. I thought maybe he would think I'm a sneaky liar if I don't just be straight up. And I'm not really a sneaky liar, like really not, so I don't want him to think that. When Marcus introduced me to A all those years ago, he told me "She's a total lesbian, but has a sugar daddy," referring to him. And I was like wtf, u mean she's bisexual? And he was like "nope, huge lesbian." So I thought maybe she's like a hustler type. Which maybe she was a liiiittle
bit, tho not really, I think she was just a fun-loving, party girl. Bunny said she was bisexual, she loved dick and he wasn't a sugar daddy, he was straight up her bf, and that she loves him too and goes to his place to spin sometimes, cause he has his own decks. Maybe A just never showed any interest in Marcus in that way so he thought: lesbian lol.
This night was super fun and JUST what we all needed. Everyone is getting straight up depressed from lockdowns and restrictions with no end in sight, for real. Being kept from those experiences is legit ruining lives and livelihoods.
Mental health is essential. Human connection is a human need and a human right.
Things have been so bitter lately, that this was extra sweet.
It was supposed to go until 4 or 5 am. It went way past that. At like 9am or so, on the dancefloor, while her bf was spinning, Bunny told me, "Kathleen, you look really pretty and I really wanna fuck you" and not being like so NOW to say, "Right here? Right now?" I just said, "ooh likewise." We kept dancing and like 20 minutes later she asked me if I wanted to go make out in the bathroom. I said yes and we made our way over there. They were both occupied. There were couches in front, but two guys were there. So we went down an empty hallway and started making out there. There wasn't much else we could do, without any bed or couch, standing up. She is very similar to me. And lacking a comfy place to lay down/ relax, Idk how to be so aggressive with women. Also we were both wearing pants. We went back the way we came and she said all the doors that were closed, used to be open- she got a cord from one earlier. She opened the door. It was an office with a big, L-shaped desk and a black chair on wheels. I told her to sit in the chair and get comfy but she wouldn't. I told her I wish we had a bed, I feel strange for us to not be able to relax and she said "in this situation, that's what you find strange?" (We've known each other like 10 years) "yeah!" I said. So we just kept kissing. Then her bf T showed up. He's cute, I've always liked him too, he's 3 years younger than us. He asked if he could come in, asked what we were doing. She looked at me and asked if it was ok for him to come in and I said Sure. He looked very happy, if somewhat shy. She told him we were just talking, about the weather, and I told him I had been saying too bad there's no bed to get comfy in. He said well, carpeted floor isn't so bad. I thought, ...yeah. He said we could get some coats, I giggled. Then I can't remember how we all got started, but we fucked in that office, on the floor, in like 3 different positions for like 15 minutes. But we kept getting interrupted. People kept knocking, for Bunny, telling her to come cut the cake and other irrelevant stuff. She would just yell "busy!" But it kept happening. While we were both on our knees, her bf behind me, she said this was the hottest 3some she was in, which I loved to hear, and even tho the setup was kindof awkward, I agreed it was super hot! When we stood up and she was about to sit on the edge of the desk, someone knocked again. She asked if the music was still going, they said no, and that ended it. When we were getting dressed, he said to me "that's all you," while pointing out a dark patch on the floor with his foot, that was like 1.5 square feet. She told T he was lucky, not to expect so much juice with everyone who joins them. She said juice box and I said hey that's my cat's name lol
When we left the office, there were like 5 people around the door. Marcus said I was noisy, but I know I was not that noisy. Maybe we shouldn't have been fucking right by the door haha. I was super happy, and so was Bunny and so was T. They hugged me goodbye and said we should continue on later. I left with my family.
(Jazmin right after we walked outside)
I had to work later. I explained to them over text my dating arrangement. So last night for my night out I went to see them. I picked them up at their place and they paid for a room at the fanciest hotel. We shared salads before getting buzzed and had a fucking sweet time until winding down to sleep around 4 am. It was a good thing we got 2 beds, one for playing, one for sleeping. T laid down first, then Bunny and I joined him, with me in the middle, my head at their chest level, super cozy. Bunny said "I love you kids," and T said "yeah, love you," and as I thought, "did she just say she loves me?" T said "it's all good." And it was, very.
About half an hour before we all crashed together in the dry bed, Bunny climbed on top of me in the sex one and was asking about why I wanted a Master. I said something to her about being told I'm a good girl and she said "I love good girls. I'll be your Master," (she was just being lovely, not proposing to actually Dom me). Then she said "Good Girl" sort of slow and drawn out-like, deliberate, and laid her head down on my abdomen and fell asleep on me.
Bunny and T are a very fun couple and I like them a lot. They don't call themselves a couple tho, she says she doesn't do relationships. I've heard her refer to him as her fuck buddy/boy toy before, and I know they've been close like that for years and every time I see her, he's there, following her around. Actually he was doing that for years before I even noticed him there. Marcus mentioned him as her bf one day and I was like "who? she doesn't have a bf." And he said, he's always with her, right behind her (like for years lol) and I was like wtf, how have I never met him, how do I not know him, that's so weird. He described him and I couldn't picture him. We found an actual picture of the four of us and even that wasn't much help lol. I guess he's pretty unassuming lol. Last night she said she's never been so satisfied fucking one person for so long, and a couple times she shouted out "I love you!" at him. They are full of smiles and kindness and love for me too. I think she said winning like 40x lol We were all very happy together. So, so fun.