tears for fears' mad world
this is the URL http://www.tubechop.com/watch/83221
today was not a "happy birthday"
(really i mean yesterday but i worked until 11pm and i haven't gone to sleep yet so it still feels like today)
september 5th was the day my dad died
and my mom called and now i know my grandpa shares this with him.
september 5th is probably a "lovely day to die" ...for the one dying. sad for the ones left behind.
my grandpa was an engineer in Ontario and he told me jokes that made me smarter. he was easy going and loved to laugh. he thought it was hilarious that i had a boyfriend at age five and every year he'd ask how jordan was and then he'd crack up laughing when i told him. he and barb were the only people irl that told me i could be whatever i wanted to be. like really believe it and instill that in a child.